happy happy

im so so excited ..yesterday was so surprise dat i din expect my dear will buy me a hp ... i wanted dat phone long time ago... becos of some financial problem + im stil a student , no work n of cos no money ... hehe !! knwo wat .. at 1st i was quite unhappy cos he left me alone at home ,bt couldnt blame him cos i having exam so cant step out from da hs ... after finished my revision ,i msged him few times ,he nv reply any of my msg ... iisshh ... so bored dat he nv cares me ... so ,dinner time , i call him come bek ,mummy them goin out 4 dinner d , when reached home ,i went in to my room ...while i was siting down on da bed , suddenly he took out da phone dat i wanted for long time ago .. i was so surprise dat ..OMG ~ hehe !! happy .. !!
he love me a lot ... i will appreciate him 4eva ... at da same time ,im really pity him hmmph .... bt don worry dear, i will oways stand by ur side ... promises between us will oways thr.. ! ^.^ love ya 4eva my dear ....

Tattoo !!!!

comes again my craziness !
jus came bek from LEO tattoo ... duhh ... ah lam jus tattoo a bar code on his hand ! damn nice !! feel like wan 2 hav 1 more .. but is not allowed !! aiksszz.... who cares la ....
seriously , i wanna hav my 3rd tatoo long time ago... but dono whr 2 tattoo ... no idea whr 2 add 1 more ..
i saw his tattoo , OMG !!! damn nice ... really addicted .. !!
guys ,warn u ,don ever think of tatoo-ing cos u will get addicted ....
its time 2 do more research .....
im gonna get perfect 1 .... SOON ...........................................................................................................

exhausted

Fuhyoooohh !!!!!!!!!
Damn damn damn stress + tired .....
I oni slp for 6 hours in these 3 days ....
My gosh ... my face , my eye ... i look so old now !!!!
The worst thing is ,i met my primary sch frend last 2 days , he shocked when i told him im regina ,he cant even recognize me ,he tot im 20+ yrs old gal ...... duhhhh ......
Don k ,money n education is important.....
Stress for few years , enjoy for life .....
Anyway ....
Wish myself good luck in everything ....
Hope everything goes smoothly n success ....
2nite CARTOON NITE .... wow ... my fav drink ,carlsberg !! oh baby , im coming ... i miss it so much ... hopefully , 2nite gonna b a good good nite ... ill enjoy till my ass drop !! ....
Suck da bottle n Get drunk all nite long ... wuhoooo ...

怀念

怀念我们一起颠的日子
怀念我们一起笑
怀念我们一起去唱歌
怀念我们一起去喝酒
怀念我们一起去KL
怀念我们一起去LIMBONGAN
怀念我们一起去IRC
怀念我们一起讲人家是非
怀念我们一起。。
酒 啊！你啊！PUREBAR啊！我想念！
我的心还是一样ＬＯＶＥ　ＣＬＵＢ，ＡＬＣＯＨＯＬ，ＤＡＮＣＥ，ＳＮＯＯＫＥＲ，ＧＯＧＯ　．．．
ｄａｔ　ｉｓ　ｙ　ｉ　ｃａｌｌ　ｍｙｓｅｌｆ　＂ｒｅｇｉｎａ　ＫＩＭ＂

down !

im so down ... frustrated myself !!
im really a rubbish ... my temper is damn fucking bad ,that no one can control me , stop me !
im trying to .... im trying 2 change but its hard ! only he can stand v my temper ...
seriously i feel bad ...
i did smth wrong today ... im fed up v my bro , wat a selfish bro i had ... gosh !!
dat lappy belongs to me ... since he said he will borrow for 3 months , so i agree ... but till now i havent get it bek ... fine ! im unlucky .. its ok ... last week he brought bek da lappy so i was do my assignemnt n save it in da lappy , usually he every week come bek will bring along my lappy .. but tis time .... shit !!! is he purposely o wat i dono ... i was damn fedup v him ! but im youngest i cant say anything !!!!
after dat, i show temper 2 my dad .. guess wat ? my dad get angry n scolded me loud !!!
wtf !!!!!!!!!!!!
sometyms really frus in tis family !!!!!
they don even treat me like their daughter !!!!! i was damn damn damn disappointed !!!!!!
oni HIM r da one care me , hug me when im crying !!!!!
im so down .... n really feel disappointed v my family ...
sometyms thy really good 2 me ..but is they sincerely love me or ????
1 word 2 decribe my feeling now .... SAD :( ...
i can feel they don love me .... and im not belongs in tis family anymore ! ....
my tears r dropping ...
my room is flooding ...
my heart is breaking ...
my head is spinning ...
my body is freezing ...
because im fucking sad and i wish 2 leave ...
im no one ... im nobody ... im alone ...
i wish i could fly away tis sadness place ... no one will c me anymore and no one will found me...
i wish to leave to a darkness place dat nobody will see my tears drop ...

我心刻了眼泪

到底是谁在咒 我？最近做什么东西都不顺利！
虽然我每天都好像过得很开心，可是其实我心在流着泪！
不是很开心又不懂能做什么。很像骂人打人，发泄！
我‘最近也很倒霉。
“它”要什么？？
难道我变乖变好是错的吗？？
如果一直这样下去，我很想去见阎罗王！
压力，不开心，倒霉，烦。。通通都找上门！！
我坚强但不久我会倒的！
要的是什么。。。。。烦！！！！！！！！！！！！！！
在这样下去，我会疯 ！ 我会连自己家人都不认识，每天发脾气发到头脑坏！
每天想到就流泪，我眼泪快流完了！
人人都说我很幸福，幸福的女人为何要一直流泪呢？

—— 烦 ——
please giv me bek my happiness dat belongs to me n stop ruin my life !
im happi even if u gav me a simple normal life !
i tired of tis complicated liife !
pls ... i cant face it anymore.. n its really exhausted n i fell like giving up everything !
love me ..
protect me ..
save me ..

最近的生活

不知道什么时候也不知道为什么我开始变了。
好像越来越不是很爱去泡了。
最近比较喜去打球，喝茶。
最开心的是，慢慢也开始戒酒了，很好。
可是生活真的闷了很多。
多数的时间都躲在家的。
一方面，我也不想天天出去，出去只会花钱，却没得到什么意义。
读书考好成绩， 赚大钱是我现在的梦想。
因为我体会到了这世上的人都是很现实，很自私的。
还是相信自己比较好，除了家人我谁人都不信。
现在生活就像寂寞人过的生活这样。
早上上完课就回家睡觉，睡觉起来就吃。
吃睡吃睡那里不肥阿? haha
连他也说我肥，哼！
现在什么都不想，最想要的是赚多多钱。
做女强人！
最想要的是人人看到我时都会地头跟我说活的，哈哈！
久久说一次梦话…
毕竟……
我也不小啦，是时候学会赚钱。
喝茶赚钱我喜欢。
朋友，如果想赚钱就来找我哦。